May Flowers

Thanks for all my subscribers. April showers will bring May Flowers of Insight.

I've been writing…. But I'm always doing that. I'm trying to stop because life is meant to be lived, not narrated. When you stop writing and start being, suddenly the words on the page hit a little harder… They come from a little deeper. They're less worried about being analyzed and only concerned with being felt, first and foremost by the writer, because you do not control the readers NS…. Only your own. You stop writing on the page and you stop overwriting life, with a refusal to accept, a refusal to surrender to life being out of our control, which is meant to be freeing and empowering but society's indoctrinating fear gives humanity the wrong perception. Instead of letting go, we cling. Instead of observing, we perceive. We waster energy on judgment, confusing it for actual action or movement….

Oh well, lemme stop lmaoooo I am long winded and I'm not going to edit this so lemme chill.

But yeah man, I been typing up a lot of work in anticipation of putting a book together. Like from 1/19/25 to 2/19/25 I wrote over 30,000 words lol but I haven't begun editing though. Simple transcribing.

But starting in May, on Sundays I'll start dropping my art off on the internet lol I won't limit myself to only Sundays but at least Sundays, something will be posted.

But yeah man I hope y'all are well, my life really been a movie but then you realize everyone's life is a movie and really that means everyone's life is just a life and evrything that happens within it is completely normal or completely ridiculous or both at the same time, so you just stop analyzing and trying to rate the movie while you're watching and instead engage in “willing suspension of disbelief” so you can truly enjoy the movie and observe it fully, rather than through the lens of your own bias and judgment, with judgment really just being fear and insecurity in another form because it's based in an attachment to outside validation. You want your idea of what's right to dictate the flow of the universe and it will…. But only for your dumb ass lmaoooo and it will be full of suffering because you've decided to fight against the higher power by comparing it to man made ideas about right and wrong lol rather than universal understandings and what benefits growth and what doesn't.

Open the Tao Te Ching fam and let's harmonize with the higher power, rather than try to drown it out, thinking in our insane society that this will make us worthy to be alive and be loved because people have to acknowledge our existence.

Why force people to acknowledge your existence? How about you acknowledge it and enjoy it and let everyone else do what the hell they want? Lol cause we were taught our survival was tied to outside validation. it was for the longest because we have terrible perspectives on parenting in this country and adults mostly bully children into submission rather than truly guide them towards a healthier life.

FUCK I STARTED RAMBLING AGAIN, FUCK lmaoooo

But yeah man, ima be dropping this bullshit on yall starting Sundays in May. Please entertain my nonsense…. Or let my nonsense entertain you hehe.