The Philosopher seeks wisdom, the sage became wisdom.
Are you seeking or being? Seeking seems to be a necessary step on the journey towards enlightenment and while it is enlightenment itself, when it's time for the journey to progress you realize, there is nowhere to go, nothing to do. Nothing to be found because the truth is everywhere. You become content and contentment is the essence of spirituality.
Once you recognize you are the truth, you stop seeking it outside of yourself. And that's when you can relax and continue your journey, not out of fear, but out of feel. Trusting yourself is trusting the universe. Trusting the universe is trusting your self.
It doesn't have to make sense. It only has to be authentic because you know how to feel when you are authentically expressing yourself and when you are seeking outside validation out of fear.